I know not what I have done to be shunned in such a manner by you. Perhaps because I do not recognize you as a deity I or any of my people would ever worship? Nevertheless, you brought Emet-Selch to me and then took him away again. Now I see that the Chief of the Bureau of the Architect as well as our own Lahabrea have made appearances. Even putting that shock aside, this is a Lahabrea who ceased to exist very, very long ago. It almost seems cruel that you would do this, yet perhaps it is fitting. If anyone should bear the weight of what the future brings, it should be me.
I wonder if you will spirit these two away quickly as well. Am I getting too relaxed, too attached? I do not deserve a "happy vacation" and have perhaps been indulging too much.
I wish you would answer. But you cannot answer in a way that comforts any of my worries, so that is a rather silly thing to say. I ....
Perhaps I just long for someone I can speak to of these things, for I have no one. They simply would not understand, and I've no desire to hurt them.
Thoughtfully, Elidibus, Emissary of the Convocation of Fourteen
June 2023
I know not what I have done to be shunned in such a manner by you. Perhaps because I do not recognize you as a deity I or any of my people would ever worship? Nevertheless, you brought Emet-Selch to me and then took him away again. Now I see that the Chief of the Bureau of the Architect as well as our own Lahabrea have made appearances. Even putting that shock aside, this is a Lahabrea who ceased to exist very, very long ago. It almost seems cruel that you would do this, yet perhaps it is fitting. If anyone should bear the weight of what the future brings, it should be me.
I wonder if you will spirit these two away quickly as well. Am I getting too relaxed, too attached? I do not deserve a "happy vacation" and have perhaps been indulging too much.
I wish you would answer. But you cannot answer in a way that comforts any of my worries, so that is a rather silly thing to say. I ....
Perhaps I just long for someone I can speak to of these things, for I have no one. They simply would not understand, and I've no desire to hurt them.
Thoughtfully,
Elidibus, Emissary of the Convocation of Fourteen